Another cranky day.

I had another cranky day today. I don't know what it is lately (besides the pregnancy hormones!), but I have just been SOOOO moody!

I woke up feeling fine, I got banana muffins made, laundry going, and all the kids fed and dressed. I was actually feeling productive :)

Then it was nap time. My least favorite time of day. I put the kids down, and they immediately started horsing around. They were stripping their sheets off, and jumping on their beds. I went in and got mad at them SEVERAL times. I then left them for a little bit longer, and they started emptying out their change table drawer, dumping hair bows and elastics ALL over their room. So I went in and cleaned it all up, and got mad at them again. Two minutes later they were doing it again.

I finally just broke down in tears and called Gairod, who was just over at his dads house, and told him he needed to come and deal with the kids, because I couldn't take it anymore! I sat and cried, feeling totally helpless, and like a failure as a mother. Why can't I get my kids to listen and behave? I am SO tired of fighting with them, EVERY nap and bed time.

So that totally changed my mood for the rest of the day. I just felt down. I didn't feel like doing any of the stuff I was planning on getting done while the kids napped, I just wanted to sit around and feel sorry for myself. So I layed down on the couch and had a little nap.

Now I am tired, and just feeling drained from the day. so I am going to bed! I am looking forward to my OB appointment tomorrow morning, and hoping that it will help pick up my mood!